Today was another whopper of a day. As I expected, Mom was in right BITCH (hate to use this word for my mother but) form after sleeping all of last night, through prime timeTV hours to the morning. Soon as I got up today she was on my case and I had to tell her off! The first thing she said upon my awaking was "Ohhhhhhhhhhh" in a very negative tone. "I thought you'd be asleep 'til four maybe ..."
"Here we go, " I commented dryly, frowning, heading to the bathroom. Then, as I got back to the kitchen, she tore into me about her usual bullshit as I started to prepare coffee. It got so bad, I had to just go back into the bedroom and lay on the bed, since I knew sleep wouldn't come, abandoning the coffee and all. After maybe fifteen minutes or so I came back out to the kitchen. I just don't get it with her. She is so hateful to me. Oh, why do I even bothering trying to explain this situation. It is so terribly sad. I do not know what I am going to do now. This just cannot go on like it's been, and since mom seems to be getting more crazy ... I just don't know anymore. I just don't know.
God, please help me. I have to get away from here but have absolutely no resources.
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